Okay, I have another secret for you all....
This is really hard to admit but I'm just going to say it and get it out there and then you can all gasp as loud as you want. (It's the internet, I can't hear you.) Here we go.....I'M NOT PERFECT! I like to portray this image that I have it all pretty much together and love it when people say how do you do it all because it makes me feel really good but deep down inside I am a wreck. I don't know what happy really is lately and I don't know if I have the energy or desire to try to find out. Lately, darling husband and I have been having quite a few arguments over just about everything in the world and I just don't have the energy to try to work them out so I'll sweep them under the carpet and POOF everything is magically all better. Well, not really. Sometimes damage has already been done that needs some work to be fixed. But where do you begin? Now since you all know how much of a fake I am, I am going to go hide all weekend.
posted by Amy @ 9:10 AM
5 Comments:
Big HUGS!! And no hiding - you get mucho points for being honest! :)
Oh honey, NO ONE IS PERFECT. Once you figure this out it will be much easier to deal with the crap you have going on. Believe me, I've spent many years trying to "hide" the real me...the imperfect me...and it's exhausting. Not that the honesty is easy, but you don't have to try as hard. Big hugs sweetie...we're here for you.
Wow. Another imperfect woman in our club! Woo Hoo! The more the merrier.
I have to agree with Sharon. It's easier once you admit that things aren't perfect.
As for the other stuff. Sometimes we are too enmeshed in the mix to see what we need to do or what we can do to make it better. It's never an easy fix, and it takes lots of work, but you're happiness is really worth it. maybe you could find a counselor to help you see how to mend things. Don't give up yet. And as hard as it is, and trust me, I know how hard it is, you have to stop sweeping them under the rug, cause then, you won't be able to move cause it will all pile up and then it will explode and it will be too late to fix it.
I've rambled enough. I'm here, you can email me, or IM me, or even call me. Lots of hugs and love!
Oh good, you're not perfect either, I'm so glad!! You're not a fake, Amy, you're an awesome woman and I'm very proud to call you my friend!!!
And Amy, love the new look!!
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